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…..I’m also special to someone.. What it hurts the most? She receives it with no occasion at all… 

Yesterday was my birthday. Yes… I thought this will be my most memorable birthday; a day when I will feel how much special I am to someone. But I am very much disappointed. I am very sad. I cried when I was working yesterday. Thanks to the column beside me; no one noticed. What’s with the grief? It’s maybe because I expected too much. He always asks me what I want for my birthday. I thought he wanted me to feel how important I am. I thought he wanted to surprise me. I thought, I thought… they are all just thoughts. He never gave me any flowers even when he courted me. Why I answered him yes? I just don’t know…

I decided not to write anything… Anything, even the things happened on my birthday. I used to blog every bit of what happened on my birthday; but now, I chose not. Maybe you’ll ask why I am writing this sorrow. The answer… I can’t take it anymore. I am eating by the loneliness that covers my human existence especially when I saw this status.

The tears are now falling again. Disillusionment. Frustration. Stress. I should be happy. I’ll just try to make myself happy for as long as I can. Just like what one of my friend’s comment yesterday, It’s me that makes the day special.”